I'm sort of—sharp with someone's needs, but I'm not sharp with own feelings. I can tell by writing these with english, it's just hard to tell directly. I also can tell other's are more important than mine. I'm just too poor. I'm that poor I can't accept my own feelings, how I feel.


Somehow I hate feelings. Feelings are sensitive, I hate that. They're too weak. They need a companion. They need somebody by their side. I hate that even more.

Feelings want need to be respected, I knew it.

But I can't do it with mine.