—him cute. These guys are adorable and good looking and cute.
- Nathan Sykes, 19 years old, british, a singer of
boymenband called The Wanted.
- Charlie Rowe, 16 years old, (indirectly only one year from me), british, an actor of Never Let Me Go, Neverland
The hurt thing is these guys live in different sides over the world I live in and it's hard to meet them personally. But the good thing is these guys are my current boyfriends. Lol you mad? Still mad.
(at some points I dunno why I had to make a post about this.)
And yesterday I was hanging up with my friends to watch Prometheus and I bought a young adult novel named Divergent.
- Prometheus » 7.2/10. I like the story line and how the visual effect looks on my eyes. It works. Anyway I'm a fan of thriller or science fiction movie like this. But this is just not my favourite. I don't know, probably because of many scene's that very disgusting. But it is good! The story line is great. It is really good, and I've fallen to whoever editing this movie. And Michael Fassbender. (he is a really good actor, what's wrong, hm?)
- Divergent » 9.5/10. I have done read this by yesterday, I love the main role. She makes me jealous of her capability. She's brave and mature, she described not that beautiful yet I would be a bi for her
because she's more perfect than Katniss. And her boyfriend is flawless. I am straight for him (but I am always straight, okay, I like guys). He is not sweet or gentle or particularly kind. But he is smart, wise and brave. I just hope that Veronica Roth hasn't ever a thought to kill him otherwise I will cry. Because it happened to my favourite character all-the-time, (he is Finnick from THG trilogy) but I doubt it because I really love Four and he could be my favourite character all-the-infinite-time (?). Okay, enough. Pardon for my fangirling. But this book's worth it! I like the story line, it tells how the 'life' separated by five factions and you have to chose one. One choice, decided your friends. One Choice, defines your beliefs. One Choice, determines your loyalties—Forever. One choice can transform you. The reason why I gave this 9.5 instead of 10 it's because of the ending was hanging and it wasn't a bittersweet or twisting. It just made me not that curious.
"Fear doesn't shut you down; it wakes you up. I've seen it. It's fascinating." He releases me but doesn't pull away, his hand grazing my jaw, my neck. "Sometimes I just want to see it again. Want to see you awake." ― Veronica Roth, Divergent.
Wow! For the next weeks I'll be a senior high school student.
Going to senior high school which means I nearly reach my future. Because it's only three years of studying at senior high, and then probably needs two/five years in the college. But steadfastly I have steps to do to reach my dreams. My dreams are vague yet. But I know—I have to make my own destiny even I am still a junior but that will be better if I could make tangibly plans. Because, I read it once, a goal is just a crappy expectation without plans.
Yet—actually I dreams many. I want to be an IT, architect, programmer, visual designer, writer, or journalist. I still dunno what I attend to be my future. Over there, I have a target to school at Germany or England. I really meant it and those all are not only hope or wish, that's target. I said it to my family. My sister and brother support me, either does my mother. But my mother doesn't that heavily supports me because she's not sure about my behaviour due to how slacker and procrastinator I am. I admit it, I am. But for this sake, I'm willing to struggle everyday. I am currently looking for a German course. I don't care how busy I am when I study at senior high. That is my responsible because I want it.
—and yes. I constantly have many steps to do.
I had graduated from my school and now I am going to senior high school. I left many memorises that I will never forget. I remember I was crying when I didn't get to school at junior high school I wanted because of my score was not that good. Instead I just went to junior high school that I had been studied for more than three years. Of course those three years contain happiness and sadness. I had never been got to the big five for seriously, eventually when I was at grade eight and going to grade nine, I ranked two. That's super fantastic and spontaneous. I didn't ever, ever expected that. I'm definitely grateful. Yet after that I never get the big three, haha.
Well my friends and my teachers are the best things I've ever had in the school I studied in. I will never get to know how difficult is physic and biology without my science teacher. I will never understand what variable and geometry is without my mathematics teacher. I will never know how the heroes of my country was struggling that hard to bring freedom to us and why Canada, France, Germany, Italy, Japan, Russia, U.K, and U.S are developed countries without my history teacher also I will never know about tenses without my english teacher as well. Yet there are two or three teachers that so boring and not comfortably teaching. But I still give the biggest respect to them. Thank you, teacher, whoever has teaching me at school or at my course.
My friends? Exactly, they're all very lovely and lovable but still there are two or five or seven mates that likely to make me mad, jealous or angry. Apologise for my nature, I shouldn't have to did that. But I think everybody does it too. I know right a human never ever get satisfied. How about friend' nature? I think it just wants a forever happy with their friends. Like me, I only want leave my past as happy and I didn't expect a happy, sad or bittersweet ending but the school ending—elementary or junior—is the best moment I ever felt. And for those friends I can't meet in next school, I'm very grateful I had met you, called your name even for once, being weird or awkward at the same time, study together, remembered your name on my mind and had been went to the same school for three years. I love you. I wish the best for your future.
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