It has been a long time since I write stuff in my blog. Yeah you know, senior high, science class, many things to do.

I am in the third year now. My last report of the fourth term is not that bad. But I still wonder am I qualified with my fellow classmates? My friends? Stranger?

I can't be just plainly smart (I'm not rly that smart either), I can't be stupid or else I'd being fooled in the society. There are many unique people out there. They have though mind and sharp ideas. Be innovative, and they serve the society right. But sometimes I think they are too obsessed with freedom. You know, kebebasan berpikir, berpendapat, beragama, berolahraga, tidur, makan, minum, belanja, tengkurep (--okay what the hell). They don't have walls. Which, my wall is to thick I can't even thinking out of my mind.

But I actually admire them. I admire people. I admire people with their perspective of life, in their good way and point of view.

I admire people brains and feelings (though in some posts I said I dislike feelings but yeah we need it), they worked good even in the lowest part of ourselves and still with one people to another, they served differences which I cannot describe. But still they can't properly work if they don't have any guts. What is the best idea if I don't have guts to tell people? What is remarkable things if I don't have guts to make it? What is fantasy if I don't have guts to start it?

Okay so I think I'm gonna looking for my guts.

P.s 
Wow Germany vs Argentina eh in the World Cup finale? My hands are full of the hopes of Germany be the winner. Hopes they have guts, energy, spirit and luck to reach it!