—But I Have Many Steps To Do

// 17.6.12 / 10:22 AM //

Wow! For the next weeks I'll be a senior high school student.

Going to senior high school which means I nearly reach my future. Because it's only three years of studying at senior high, and then probably needs two/five years in the college. But steadfastly I have steps to do to reach my dreams. My dreams are vague yet. But I know—I have to make my own destiny even I am still a junior but that will be better if I could make tangibly plans. Because, I read it once, a goal is just a crappy expectation without plans.

Yet—actually I dreams many. I want to be an IT, architect, programmer, visual designer, writer, or journalist. I still dunno what I attend to be my future. Over there, I have a target to school at Germany or England. I really meant it and those all are not only hope or wish, that's target. I said it to my family. My sister and brother support me, either does my mother. But my mother doesn't that heavily supports me because she's not sure about my behaviour due to how slacker and procrastinator I am. I admit it, I am. But for this sake, I'm willing to struggle everyday. I am currently looking for a German course. I don't care how busy I am when I study at senior high. That is my responsible because I want it.

—and yes. I constantly have many steps to do.