the no perks
// 23.7.16 / 10:11 PM //
I wish love is universal when it comes to requited love, but it did not
I even did not realize that I always lose my happiness in the moment of infinite
and I hate to remember that I am going to lose you
I wish still it won't gonna happen
I am tired of crying over at night wondering I will be alone again
I am afraid when you say you will accompany me to the end of my trip
But I am tired of picturing me without you for the next step of my life
I am too, afraid that I can't look at you the way that I used to
I wish that I could blame somebody for this mortal feelings
but I can't because it felt so right when it was absolutely wrong
Why does it feel so real it hurts.